hocus pocus and jugglers...

so, you're rich. the papers report every aspect of your life. rumor. innuendo. social events. did you really commit suicide? how much were you worth? did you leave a note? can we wring new information from this note? so, you're just a regular Joe. you die. you're dead. probably won't ever make it into a podcast. unless you were a maid or psychic or nanny or lover of a rich family....or murdered by someone who made it into a podcast. will anyone ever do a podcast on Amanda? I'd listen. if I had more than 10 minutes of info I'd try to figure out how to do an episode... The Catholics know about things like this. Showboat ass 🤡 your teenagers personality entirely changes? That's not necessarily demonic possession. Sorry. Not that easy. Okay. Why isn't someone staying with this kid to be a witness? Y'all troop downstairs and hell breaks loose in Robbie's room. At least hang out with him for moral support. You're parents. It never ends. You're on call for life. It's not all diapers and teething and 2 a.m. feedings. It's possession. Snubs by friends. Social slights. Relationship problems. Grades. Fender benders. Life advice. Emergency babysitting resource. Occasional loans. There is no end date here.

the wife was just...unaware.

People Magazine Investigates Cults:. Heavens Gate. 39 suicides. going to heaven on a spaceship 🛸. Do and Ti are your guides. All of a sudden, there was something that compelled us to drop everything of the past and search together. From that moment my life changed forever. Give away everything. Walk away from your life. We're going to a secret campground in Colorado!!! For 5 years. No sex. No personal relationships. everybody gets a haircut. The 17 Steps. Oppressive rules and regulations. Groupthink. Spaceship doesn't show up. Wait a minute. I thought we were going to heaven in our physical bodies to live forever and NOW we have to shed our bodies???? What??? A book from the Hemlock society book about how to kill your self??? Gut feeling made him quit after 18 years. Castration???? One member is a nurse... she'll castrate everyone. Coin toss on who goes first. He ends up in hospital. Guessing ruptured. Happens castrating pigs.... that's all I'm saying. Black jumpsuit. Black Nikes. Heavens Gate arm patch. Phenobarbital and vodka pudding. Painters Mask to catch puke. Plastic bag over head. Get comfortable. Clean up bodies, put on purple drape. Last person doesn't get cleaned up.

Jonestown. 910 dead. If we can't live in peace, let us die in peace. Handsome. Mesmerizing. Hope. Charisma. Powerful personality. When you got to Jonestown, you surrendered your passport, your belongings, and your kids. They lived separately from parents. When you're living in the bubble, that's your perception. Work. Hard physical labor to build the community. Nightly preaching. Paranoia. 12 people shot on airstrip trying to leave Jonestown. " Jim, we're going to meet Mr. Frazier" that was the code for revolutionary suicide. Assemble at the Pavilion. Armed guards posted around pavilion. Large vats of grape drink with cyanide. Babies and children 1st. Put in syringe. Give it to them. I did a term paper on suicide in high school. I included Jonestown. The Family. Charlie Manson. There was a waiting list for this book at Princeton High School library. I finally got my turn. Scared the shit out of me. Did this start my obsession with serial killers and true crime? Hippies. Communes. Drugs. Even found a, you know, dopplerganger, you know, for someone I know, you know. No inhibitions, you know. No egos, you know. Don't think. Just be. Trying to start a race war. The Beatles White Album. Charlie hiding from the Sheriffs-under the kitchen sink. Aren't we all born to die? Dianne Lake wrote a book.

Alien Abduction: Travis Walton. November 5, 1975. (Tracy took me to the phone booth in Heber, AZ). Shocking new evidence 45 years later... He jumped out of truck. And they left him. When they went back, he was gone. Came to 5 days later sprawled on a highway. His girlfriend married him. Family didn't notify law enforcement of his return. The law enforcement who had been searching for him for 5 days. You come back and the cops and press are all up your ass and of course people you've known your whole life are looking at you funny. Regressive hypnosis. Blood and urine samples. A.P.R.O.

today made more dolls. Steve and Amy from The Dead Files.

a member of Heaven's Gate in her black jumpsuit, Heaven's Gate patch on her arm, and black Nikes.

The Bell Witch

Travis Walton

Alien Abduction: Travis Walton. November 5, 1975. (Tracy took me to the phone booth in Heber, AZ). Shocking new evidence 45 years later... He jumped out of truck. And they left him. When they went back, he was gone. Came to 5 days later sprawled on a highway. His girlfriend married him. Family didn't notify law enforcement of his return. The law enforcement who had been searching for him for 5 days. You come back and the cops and press are all up your ass and of course people you've known your whole life are looking at you funny. Regressive hypnosis. Blood and urine samples. A.P.R.O.