alrighty then, The Curious Case of Natalia Grace, gonna be hard for a kid to get adopted NOW...

work on the new improved basement bathroom is moving right along...walls framed, shower framed, pipes and wiring being moved....went to Chillicothe to buy new lights, exhaust fan, flooring, and window treatment for our room. ate at McDonalds. first time we'd been inside for a long time. it is WEIRD. like the Brady Bunch den. all paneling. just weird. very un-McDonaldlike. and the service. well.

what I'm reading 📚..... Out of the Mouths of Serial Killers

Charles Albright...a serial killer who references Stephen King David Berkowitz wrote on his walls in magic marker.

sex with rotten decomposing corpses because when you work hard to do something right you don't want to forget it. 🦴 - Ted Bundy sex with dead decomposing bodies, cannibalism, lobotomies. - Jeff Dahmer. Ed Kemper requested a lobotomy. They refused.

www.writeaserialkiller.com

"You have to trust your wife", Joe Tinning. His wife unsuccessfully poisoned him and killed all 9 of their children.

sometimes I try not to look in the mirror and when I do, just, there is no words that I can express now.

Dennis Reader photographed himself in self-depreciating positions and practiced erotic asphyxiation on himself as he masturbated.

...part of her ploy was to appear like an innocent, helpful, and kindly little old lady, the grandmotherly type (this also applies to a certain 3rd wife in the family...)

burning bodies...one still alive

earning college degrees in jail

mutilating live victims

lawsuits from death row

stabbed his mother and had sex with her while she was dying

sex with dead animals

grinding up victims into processed pork and selling

never owned a home, a car, had a bank account or credit card. never filed taxes.

permanently banned from family home

mother's: cold. non-loving. uninvolved.

SIDS babies don't turn blue. they look normal, like they're sleeping

small bodies deteriorate quickly 😞

like I said they can indict a ham sandwich in this state.

well I can't get no justice cause I'm a poor man. I ain't got no lawyer, ain't got no family to stick up for me.

IQ 70 range legally mentally retarded in TX

I don't want to go down in history as a mass murderer

thanks a lot, society, for railroading my ass.

Anywhere USA. great town.

mesh. supports weak tissue. augment the repair. mesh scars into tissue and shrinks up. pulls against tissues, creates hard inflexible object ( this example was pelvic mesh...I have hernia mesh. ????) once it's scarred in place it's not coming out. not in it's entirety. like removing rebar from concrete. couldn't have sex for 8 years. body keeps scarring, trying to push out of body. husband cut penis during penetration. mesh. is. not. safe. adverse effects. past decade mesh lawsuits cost Johnson & Johnson more than $300 million. during that time their revenue exceeded $683 billion.

legal medical kickbacks.

good drs. bad drs.

robot surgery. sounded like the newest greatest thing. I had no reason to believe otherwise. surgeons need 9 weeks of training. don't get it. terrible memories. nightmares. can't have sex ever again.

NO COBALT HIPS!!!!! neurological damage. they don't test these things. it's all very glossy. untested devices on the market.

I've had a headache since 2011. birth control implant. constant bleeding have to wear a diaper.

Pool season 🌊

Zerelda is sure proud of this baby brother of hers....

today The Guys finished the front porch and ripped out old shower downstairs.....fishing with Katie and Brayden and Kevin. Kevin and I 'discovered' South Lineville Cemetery watering flowers on graves......

Little miss spunky personality is 10 months old!!! I can’t believe that in just a few short months you’ll be 1!! You’ve grown so much this last month in your abilities and personality and mommy and daddy are so very proud of you. We love you so much! She can: Crawl from one end of the house to the other in seconds Pull herself up to stand Say ma, da, ba, na, tuh Drink from a sippy cup Use sign language to say milk Pretends to talk on the phone with her toy phone She wears a size 12m Size 4 in diapers She was 21 lbs last she was weighed And is 27 inches tall!

Good morning from Zerelda James and Miles Jason 💕

Katie and Brayden are here. Kevin and David installed new door we picked up today. also got a shelf for garage tools and 2 outdoor rocking chairs with cushions.

been a busy couple of days.

thursday we mowed at farm.

Friday 'the guys' came back and started building a new front porch. I 'helped' with a photo shoot. been cleaning house all week in prep for The Party.decorated Kevin's graves.

Saturday was Zerelda's birthday party at our house. it was a crowd. Dave & Melissa. Koren & kids. Ann's mom & dad and newly adopted little brothers. Mommy Taylore and baby Miles. Aunt Kay Kay and 3 of her girls. Ann, KJ, & Izzy.

It’s the last day of 3rd and 1st grade! Ian and Coralie handled switching schools mid year like champions, and love their new school! They made so many new friends, had their first school musicals, and went on lots of fun field trips. It was a great year!

her beauty straining as it waged a losing battle to keep its throne. her beauty. heh heh. Izzy hung out with me and Rip while Mommy and Daddy took Relda to meet her baby brother. working on going potty out the back door.

It’s Violets last day of preschool! She is very excited to be a kindergartener!

today Zerelda became a big sister again....Miles Jason was born this morning.

Miles Jason Born at 8:37am on 5-23-23 Weighing 9 pounds 4.3 ounces and 21.5 inches long Oh how I wish your papa Jason Findley was here to meet you. You’re perfect my sweet boy ❤️

Z and Izzy came over for a bit....we played Zombie Barbies, mom and kids, and You Tubed. Izzy crawls right up to me and pulls up to my legs. so adorable.

and I put Victorian Crazy Quilt on bed and Kevin put headboard on.

and here's before and after on the old mirror.

before:

after: