Katie told me some time ago that I should watch Midnight Mass. I finally did.

it was very disturbing. kind of Jim Jonesy. I don't think anything has bothered me this bad since I read Nos482 in 2013. I swore Christmas was cancelled. and of course it wasn't. but damn. Midnight Mass made you think. blindly following. power going to your head. ugh.

stacked everything back up on KJ's basement shelf. actually, a shelf of stuff from him, Taylore, and Zerelda when they moved in with us. my big plan of moving a shelf over to put all that wood on bottom so I could stack stuff on top of it...didn't realize HOW much wood there is down there. guess I'll still give it a go. and if doesn't work like I thought it would, then there you are. at least I tried. that was my original goal for today, but I wussed out and did KJ's shelf instead. maybe tonight??? or tomorrow???? actually, I am amazed with what my lazy ass actually has accomplished. truly. Rome wasn't built in a day, you know.