"I can't describe the feeling fully, because it's just an amazing feeling. Some people jump out of an airplane to get it. I go in a dark basement with ghosts.". Doogie,. Tennessee Wraith Chasers

today is the 2nd day I have picked Zerelda up at daycare after work. today, the tornado sirens were going off. that always makes my heart race. when we lived at Modena, a tornado went over or past our farm, but didn't touch down. we were all in the barn, I think I remember mom and dad putting us in a corner, we could see out the window. the sky was a sickly hurt your eyes green. it was dead silent, then sounded like a train. or maybe I saw this in a movie and made it part of my life story. 53 years of things I know, things I've experienced...through real life, books, movies, tv shows....it all runs together and gets a mite confusing. she seems to be doing well there. quite a change for our girl, who's only been watched by family.

Kevin seems happier with his new job...he fixed my broken side of love seat again and got the door to garage to shut...but now ice maker isn't making ice again. it never never never fuckin' ends.

have watched some Ghost Adventures and Haunted Live episodes. still not caught up on tv. have done some work on t-shirt quilt.