I drag home from work and with no apologies head for the couch. I get some grief from family members at times, but we're all pretty much grownups here and I am too tired to wait hand and foot on everyone and keep my house spotless. takes all kinds of moms....

this was my comment on the school cooks page about how she just can't go home and put her feet up, no matter what anyone thinks....

another facebook friend has cancer. she has never been married or had children. she has her niece and nephews, her students, her church family, her basketball mania. she is very public with her treatments and her progress, calls on her prayer warriors, etc. If God forbid I would get cancer, I wouldn't post it all over facebook. I would try to get into one of the Cancer Centers of America for the whole body/everything approach, not just get injected with poison. I wouldn't want a cancer t-shirt, or walk the lap at Relay for Life, or a benefit. I think cancer would be a private thing. because that's just how I am. I get uncomfortable when I'm told someone is praying for me. or sends me get well cards. or inquires as to how I'm doing....

and so, the drs. office called to remind me that I was supposed to make an appt. to see Sally. they didn't bring up my ridiculously high blood pressure at my last visit. it was also way high at my dental procedure. I probably have a problem. and I deal with problems by pretending I don't have any. guess I should make an effort to call for an appt.

AND got the 20 year MB letter where I can chose my $400 gift card. Best Buy? Cabela's? Bass Pro? Kevin & Kate thought Bass Pro. I just really don't even give a fuck. the thought of 20 years of getting my ass kicked on a daily basis and being covered in scratches and bruises makes me want to cry. sometimes I think I have done something really shitty in a past life to deserve this job. but it is close to home. it is a good paycheck. just have to put on my big girl panties A LOT. but I would be happier if my gift card options were more up my alley...like Lowe's....Gordmans....Kohl's....TJMaxx...